Thread:Blueoptic/@comment-46004273-20200625161532

This is on Pirate's wall you should check it out.

MT stole my admin spot. I can’t believe it. My wiki, my very own friends, my second family, betrayed me. They backstabbed me, destroyed me.

All that hard work, gone in an instant.

I’m so depressed... so confused. I don’t know what to do anymore. All because of some dumb spam. I should’ve ended it... I should’ve ended my life sooner.

It’s too late now. I’ve gotten so far. I don’t want any more to go to waste. I cannot spend any more time at this wiki. I don’t wanna get any more depressed. I don’t want to shed another tear.

I will still make an edit a day just to keep my streak. Other than that, I will avoid any messages whatsoever. Please do not send me more, I beg you. This wiki his ruined my heart... i can’t believe something so fun and enjoyable just erased my existence in the blink of an eye.

I understand now. I understand how Jayden felt when he was blocked. I understand how Bansheee felt when he lost his place in the leaderboard. I understand how Rem felt when he left, or how Ember felt after he lost his best friends I understand Trevor when he was blocked, Nathan Pirate when he was ignored. I understand how they were feeling, I was so foolish, I didn’t help them. My selfishness got to me and I let them all down.

I’ve let so many people down just because I was selfish and wanted to have fun. But if anything, I’ve learned that fun is the wrong way on this wiki. On Fandom as a whole. The site isn’t to have fun: it’s to fight for power. Power is right, fun is wrong. I will learn that soon enough...

If you’re one of the people I’ve let down, I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry. Please accept my apologies and accept the fact that I’m moving on. I don’t want to stick around at the place that has ruined my life. Goodbye, friends. Goodbye, enemies. Goodbye staff. Goodbye users. Goodbye men. Goodbye women. Goodbye everyone. 